It Was Not Meant To Be...part 4

PART I

PART II

PART III

3rd Year HS - Sariling Mundo

It was something that was bound to happen eventually. Pagpasok namin sa Junior year...Ali was not Ali anymore.

Alam mo yung feeling na...you suddenly see someone like you've never seen them before?

For one, he was way taller than I remembered. And his voice... it sounded deeper. For the 1st time...yung concepts sa science textbook about adolescense took a different meaning... it happens pala talaga.

In a way, our Junior year emphasized that we were already approaching the dreaded moments...Graduation and College. Things were getting complicated. Our batch mates were not just having crushes...the boys were making ligaw and the girls were giving their matamis na oo already. I also realized that it was not just Vida and Ali anymore. It was Vida and Ali...and the whole world between us.

For me, I felt like everything was changing in a speed that I'm having a hard time keeping up with. Ali was not there all the time anymore. He became a member of the CAT. Suddenly, hindi na ako yung busy...siya na... and to top it all... they already moved out of the neighborhood. I remembered being depressed about that. But even back then... mabilis na talaga magdevelop ang defense mechanism ko over something that makes me sad. I decided that since he has found a whole new barkada...I'd be looking for my own din.

Nung 3rd year ko talagang nakilala at naging ka-close sina Jerry, Lea, Jam, and Candice...pati na rin sina Agnes at Daryll. We called our group, the W5A. Anong ibig sabihin? Wahehhhe...kinda corny...pero it meant Witches 5 Association. Nyaahahaha. Yeah...I know... we were so into anime and fantasies. Ewan ko... siguro isa siyang unconsious struggle to not grow up yet.

Tapos I became more active sa Archery Club. Tapos, 90% of my gimmicks were spent with the W5A. Tapos boys started catching my attention. And I noticed that I was also catching theirs. I guess this was when I started to master the art of "charming my way out" technique. Ahihihi.

Tapos ang dami dami pang activities... archery, yung school paper (errr...contributor lang...pero not an active member), mga school competition, projects, assignments, pocketbooks, sleep overs - slumber party, overnight para sa project (na kasama yung crush mo...pero di niya alam na crush ko siya), at ang dami dami pa.

In a way...I did miss Ali. I missed him more than I cared to admit. But at the same time... I was also having the time of my life.

Pero isang araw... I think I was about to go to the comfort room. Malapit na ang Cheering Competition noon. Nagsisimula na yung mga practice... pero di pa kami nagfo-formation sa Athletic Bowl. So pababa na ako sa hagdan nang biglang magkasalubong kami ni Ali.

It was the first time that I saw him wearing his fatigue uniform. Ewan ko ba... parang biglang naging void yung hagdan na kinatatayuan ko. I felt weightless. I was breathing too fast...or maybe I forgot to breath?

Ali: Oist! San ka?

Blogger: Er...CR.

He was standing infront of me then... and for the 1st time, I realized how tall he was.

Blogger: Ang tangkad mo na.

Ali: At ikaw naman, di ka na lumaki.

And then he smiled.

Buzzzzz. Buzzzz. Buzzzz.

The buzzing sound... it lasted for like 3 minutes. The whole time that we were talking. I was not hearing what he was saying no more. I was not sure if I was answering his queries properly. But judging by his laugh, I was still coherent... pero yun yung weird doon. Feeling ko dalawa naging ako... yung isa, yung bestfriend niya. Yung isa... someone falling ... for him.

Bwahahahaha. Packsyet!

Hoy Ali, pag nabasa mo ito...don't you dare laugh at me.

After nung faithful moment na yun...hay lord... the roller coaster ride started. It was not easy being with him or without him. Noong Cheering Practice... I had to exert an extra effort to make sure that he does not notice that I enjoyed seating next to him again. Simula pa kasi nung Freshmen year, basta Cheering na...kami yung magkatabi sa formation. Magalit na yung cheerleader at lahat... basta kami dapat yung magkatabi.

3 months before the end of our Junior Year... I could not deny it anymore. I was inlove with my damned bestfriend.

Kung Saan Ka Masaya, Suportahan Kita

After ng aking epiphany about my feelings for Ali, hayzzz... naging isang emotional battleground ang bawat paggising ko sa umaga.
Unti-unti ko ring naramdaman na yung security ng friendship ni Ali eh nawawala na. I realized na just like me...he also has his own circle of friends. Hayzz...tama sila, bilog nga ang mundo...kasi, I then realized that I am the odd man out. Pag nagsama-sama na sina Ali, Lelay, Ara at JL... pumapasok sila sa isang mundo na hindi ko mapasok.

Personally, it did not really matter that Ali had some other close friends. What bothered me the most was that he could not seem to confide in me anymore. Parang lagi na siyang naiilang sa akin. God...grabeh... it seemed liked I could literally hear my heart breaking back then... everytime I try to reach out..to somehow restore the closeness that we once had... and to just watch him drift father away.

The last straw was me learning that he was in love with his commanding officer in C.A.T. Nyahahha...juice koh! Feeling ko talaga nakalunok ako ng isang baso ng thumbtacks!
I still remember pausing... like I wanted to make sure that my heart was still beating. Or kung buo pa siya... kasi feeling ko lang eh parang may mga pieces nito na nagsilaglaggan sa lupa.

Lelay just showed me a picture of Ali's so called "heaven". She was really pretty. Feeling ko, isa akong langaw kumpara sa isang magandang paru-paro.
Damned! I just realized na best actress na ako noon pa. Coz I was hyperventilating inside, panicking, crying... but outside, I was smiling. I even cheered Ali on... even suggested that I can be a bridge to his flighty butterfly.
Blogger: Ang ganda niya... ano pang pumipigil sayo para ligawan siya?
Lelay: Torpe nga yan eh.
Ali: Officer ko siya... bawal yun sa C.A.T.
Blogger: Tang'na... buti naman.
Ali: Huh? May sinabi ka?
Blogger: What? Wala noh... I just said to hell with the rules. It's as if naman nasa totoong army kayo.
Lelay: Isa pa... nanliligaw din ang isang officer dun sa girl.
Blogger: Punyeta. So crush ng bayan pa pala siya? Crap. Tapos Senior pa siya. Why can't she just get her claws on her own kind and not look at Ali anymore?
Ali: Ano bang binubulong-bulong mo jan?
Blogger: Wala tol... ang sa akin lang...kung talagang mahal mo... go for it. (sabay walk out... the goddamned acting was taking it's toll... my eyes could not hold the tears much longer anymore).


PART V

It Was Not Meant To Be...part 3

PART I

PART II

2nd Year HS - Taken for Granted

Hindi na kami magkaklase nung 2nd year...actually, never na kaming naging magkaklase pang muli. At first, it was ok. Ahhh...oo nga pala. Bago pa nagsimula ang 1998 school year...bati na kami. One hot summer afternoon... he called me... may landline pa kami noon. Akala ko nga si Jo-anne (bestfriend from elementary) yung tumatawag..pero it was him.

Blogger: Hello?

Ali: Sorry.

Blogger: Huh? Jo-anne, ikaw ba yan?

Ali: Ha? Sinong Jo-anne?

Blogger: Eh sino toh?

Ali: Si Ali...

Blogger: (3 seconds of silence. I think my heartbeat stopped for a while as well... and then...everything was back to normal) Ali...

Nung Sophomores na kami...we'd still go home together. Pero dahil nga di na kami classmates, my world grew bigger again. I met other people...made more friends. Highlight ng moments eh yung entreprenureal activities... me and some other girlfriends (Kat Exibia and Mabel Makil - miss you a lot girlfriends!!!) would be selling stuff to our classmates.

I became busier and busier.

By mid-schoolyear, I noticed as well that he has new circle of friends. Sina Ara, Marian and Sandra. Nung una, mejo yung territorial instincts ko eh na-tri-trigger. I didn't like seeing him having fun with others. I do not know how it developed but I started thinking of him as my bestfriend. Akin lang siya.

Yes, I know...I am freaky... pero ganun talaga ako nun. Posessive.

I relished the idea knowing that with one call...he'd be there...

Official member na ako ng Archery Team nung second year. And every time na may practice, he'd be waiting for me para sabay kaming umuwi. I knew nababagot siya...pero he'd still wait.

I got used to getting what I want when I'm around him... and thus I started taking his friendship for granted.

Naging mas madalas yung hindi namin pagsabay umuwi. Pag cleaners ako... inaantay niya ako. Pag cleaners siya... nakakalimutan kong mag-antay. Naiiwan siya. Nakita ko pa nga siya one time na naglalakad mag-isa... nakasakay na ako sa Jeep noon... then I saw him walking..

Blogger: Oh shit! I forgot that I'm supposed to wait for him! (guilty, guilty, guilty)

Yep...I'm an asshole. Gusto kong bumaba sa jeep...pero..naisip ko... kaya na ni Ali umuwi mag-isa. And I thought that he'd forgive me anyway. No matter what I did... he'd never stay mad at me that long anymore. After nung 3 month long na tampuhan... we sort of had a silent pact that we'd never have a fight that bad no more.


PART IV

It Was Not Meant To Be...part 2

PART I

Hmmm...someone might be wondering why I'm writing all these. Well, sa totoo lang...I'm not really sure as well. I guess I just wanted these memories off my chest. And me writing it would help me...in one way or another.

The 3 month long tampuhan...

Ali is...was...er...pa'no ko ba sasabihin? Uhmmm...well, mahinhin. I was the girl but he tends to be the civilized one. Our classmates would usually tease him of being gay...I thought so too...but never voiced it out. I did not want to offend him.

One day, isang araw...I made that mistake...hayzzz...

Naglalakad kami papuntang Convention Center noon. We were supposed to watch something...our teachers said that we have to buy tickets and watch it or else wala kaming plus points.
Someone...another classmate...I think Dana was her name...was walking with us then. Since Ali and I joke each other all the time...I did not stop and think before asking him Dana's whispered question: "Bading ba siya?"

He got mad. It was the first time that I saw him mad. Tinapon pa nga niya yung popsicle stick sa akin. Arrrgh! Siyempre ako rin naasar. I was like: "Haler, dude, what's with the violent reaction??!! Just say 'NO'!"

Hindi kami nag-usap ng halos 3 months dahil dun. He refused to talk to me. My pride was too damned precious naman for me to say "I'm sorry".

Wala na akong kasabay umuwi. Wala na akong kaasaran. Wala nang laging nagpapatawa sa akin.

But back then...I didn't really know what I was missing. I thanked the moment when the Adviser rearranged the seat plan again. I made new friends. My world was bigger now...and I thought that I have to be more mature...thus I learned how to go home without holding on to someone anymore.

PART III

$$$ yey, patalastas!!! $$$

It Was Not Meant To Be

Questions, Questions...ish

Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagsimula yung subject matter...basta...one time...pauwi na ako...nakasakay sa jeep...at katabi ko ang isang matagal ko ng kakilala....since highschool.

Blogger: Sa San Vicente ka rin?

Friend: Di...bumibisita lang. Parent's ng husband ko. Dun sila nakatira sa San Vicente.

Di na ako nag-usisa. Sa 24 years kong pamamalagi sa aming "peaceful" barangay...ni minsan ay di ako gumawa ng effort para makilala ang aking community. Maybe it was how Mom raised us. Nung mga kids pa kasi kami...she'd usually forbid us to play with the kids in the neighborhood. Gusto niya, laging nakasubsob yung mga ilong namin sa libro.

Di naglaon...we grew up into...well..let's just say shy people. Hmmm...may mali dun...I'm not really shy....more of reserved...pag di ko kakilala yung tao...I would not bother being friendly...tipong ganun. Ano nga ba yun in simple terms? Snob? Hmmm...maybe.

Kaya I did not bother to ask Friend kung sino sa mga kapitbahay ko ang napakasalan niya. Any name she'd mention will just be meaningless to me. Anyway.....

Friend: Diba nung highschool tayo...naging kayo ni Ali? Kayo parin ba ngayun?

Blogger: Er...di naman kami naging official na kami.

Friend: Ahh...talaga? Well..what happened? You guys looked good together.

Blogger: (napaisip) Well...kami'y magkaibigan pa rin.

Friend: Pero diba you guys were inlove with each other? Ano nangyari dun?

Blogger: (Nyak? Huh? WTF!!? How the hell does she know so much?!! Ni hindi nga kami close ng girl na toh?!!!) Uhm...hehehe...it was not meant to be lang siguro.

Di na siya nagtanong tungkol kay Ali. Napunta ang usapan sa mga "scandal" at tsismis na lumabas nung mga HighSchool Days namin. Naungkat din ang mga pangalan ng mga batch mates na parang di makabasag pinggan noon...na naunahan pa kaming magka-anak ngayun...

Nang makarating na ako sa bahay...the subject about Ali won't leave my mind. Packsyet...napaniginipan ko pa nga eh...hayzzz.

And after the dreams, the floodgates opened and memories came rushing back.

1st Year HS - Magnolia Classroom

Nakikita at nakakasabay ko na siya sa jeep noon. He was always with a girl...whom I thought was his neighbor and probably his girlfriend. On the 1st day my high school life, I saw him again sa loob ng Magnolia Classroom

He was not interesting...he was just a familiar face.

Kaklase ko rin ang isa pang familiar face nung grade school... siyempre...dahil 1st day...scared - as in...uber insecure... I needed someone to atleast talk to pag break time...kaya naman tinabihan ko si Candice, my grade school aquaintance. And Ali was seated on the row right infront of us.

Nung pumasok na yung adviser ng class, she immediately advised that there will be some sort of seating arrangement. "This is to make sure that you freshmen people will make new friends and not just stick to your elementary friends..." -

yun yung sabi ni Miss Adviser.

CRAP.

Hindi ko nagustuhan ang idea. I was already too unsure and my anxiety level was already too high. Suddenly, being separated from Candice was unthinkable! And to think na halos rare yung mga moments na nag-usap kami during our 6 year elementary days!

Pero siyempre, the seat plan was followed. And Ali ended up as my seatmate. The Adviser's strategy was to arrange us in alphabetical order...his family name was Hernandez...we were the only kids in class with family names starting in "H".

When we were all arranged like dutiful little puppets...I decided na I wanted him to be my friend. Mabilis kasing umikot yung wheels sa utak ko. The second that I figured out that we'd be seated together for the whole school year.. I've already considered na dahil nakatira siya sa neighborhood..he can be my companion pauwi. Scared kasi ako tumawid sa kalsada mag-isa. With him by my side... well..and him being a guy...he can always take the side where the vehicles would be coming from... hehehe...selfish...I know.

Blogger: (Siyempre...di pa ako blogger nun...) Ano ulit pangalan mo?

Ali: Alejandro...pero Dre tawag nila sa akin sa bahay.

Blogger: Alejandro? (makes a face) Masyadong mahaba. San naman galing yung Dre?

Ali: Ewan ko.

Blogger: Tawagin nalang kitang Ali. Ang haba ng name mo eh.

And that started it all. Me christening him with a shorter name. Nung una...ayaw niya...I think it sounded wrong for him. Pero I'm hard headed. I kept calling him Ali until everyone in our batch came to know him as Ali as well.

He was smaller than me back then. 4'11" compared to my superior 5 feet height (ahahaha...yeah...I looked tall once...a long long time ago). He was also payatot...and I was chubby. He always teased me about it.

We became inseperable. We'd usually walk to our paradahan with his cousin (ito yung girl na lagi niyang kasama sa jeep nuon) and some other classmates. Pero we'd usually be walking side by side...me asking him never ending questions about his life.

Ilan kayong magkakapatid?... Ha? ...Andami naman!

San ka nag-elementary? ...Ahhh...duon pala...er...san yun?

Sinong crush mo sa classroom?...Nge..wala? Ako si Jed (giggle,giggle)

I felt soooo comfortable around him. We can talk about anything. After 3 months or so...we'd go home together hand in hand. Ala pang malisya nuon. Takot nga kasi akong tumawid sa daan...and I'd usually hold on to his arm pag tatawid na...until eventually...kahit di na tumatawid...hawak kamay pa rin.

We became the best of friends.

The 3 month long na tampuhan.

Er...I'm sleepy next time na ulit. Ho-hum (yawn, yawn).


PART II

For my Superman..Happy Birthday mahal ko!!!

Iris Goo Goo DollsAnd I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now Verse 2 And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Verse 3 And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Chorus I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am

CITADEL PARTY

NEW DEVELOPMENTS 

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN....LET'S HAVE THE PARTY ON NOVEMBER 1, 2008. MAY APPROVAL NA NI OM...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Habang inaantay kong magreply sa YM ang pinakamamahal kong nobyo na uber busy...na walang panahon para maghelo man lang sa YM...na parang ikababawas sa kanyang pagkatao ang magreply!!!! (issssh!!!............ooops...nag-rant? Waheheheh...tsk...sorry...balik tayo sa orihinal na usapan).

So, hayun na nga...habang nag-aantay ako ng reply ay nagawi ako sa isang site na puro mga "ghosts" at mga "hauntings" and thema. Siyempre, dahil trip ko ring tinatakot ang sarili ko...

1:02 AM

THE SEA VIEW HOSPITAL...dating ospital ng mga may sakit na TB. Naging rehabilitasyon din ito ng mga baliw. Nasa New York ang ospital na to. Pinatayo nung 1913 dahil na rin sa TB outbreak sa lungsod nung 1903.

Sa kasalukuyan, di na ito ginagamit...

Heto siya sa umaga:

Heto naman siya sa gabi:

Kita niyo ba ang lalakeng naka-straight jacket sa upper left window? Hindi? Click mo kasi yung picture para lumaki...kita mo na? Astig no? Permanent resident siya ng ospital. Malamang ay walang nag-claim sa kanya nung pasara na ang ospital. Nag-aatay parin siguro na may kapamilya siyang magmamalasakit na iuwi siya. Tsk.

2:26 AM
SAINT BOTOLPH'S CHURCH..isang simbahan na pinatayo bago pa man ipanganak ang lola't lolo ng lola't lolo ko. Nasa Englatera ang simbahang ito. Kung titignan...parang normal na simbahan lang. Maliit lang...simple...itinayo nung 11th century...uber old na...pero carry lang.

Heto naman ang loob ng simbahan:

Napansin niyo rin ba siya? Si manang...naki-eksena sa picture. Ang letratong ito ay kinuha ng isang Chris Brackley nung 1982. Sinasabing isa siya sa mga masugid na deboto ng simbahan...at hangang ngayun ay nagdadasal parin dun kahit na patay na siya...OMG...manang naman! Uber devotion na yan!

Maghahanap pa sana ako ng mga pics...pero...kinikilabutan na ngay ako. Gawin ko nalang ulit sa umaga. Para maliwanag.

Goodluck sa Wave 28

Heto na talaga. True na talaga eto. Last, last week...pumayag ang mga bossing na i-extend ang Wave 28. Kung titignan kasi talaga ang mga iskor ng mga ahente sa scorecard...eh talagang bagsak sila.

Tiger Lily: What do you think is the reason why they are failing.
Blogger: Comms...comms..and...hmmm, did I mention comms? Ah, and yes, sometimes common sense...but I believe that they are getting used to the calls now. They sound better than their 1st week...that, I can assure. They still suck but they are not far from some of the agents that are on the floor right now.
Bossing: Are they ready for production?
Blogger: Nope. But they will survive. They have to.

At hayun na nga. so..matapos ang 1 week of extension...nandahil naman sa kaguluhan sa schedule ay inextend ulit sila ng isa pang linggo.

Blogger: Guys, you will have to report to me for one more week.
Cutie Pie: Yey!!! Coach, I like that...I'm suffering from seperation anxiety na kanina eh.
Blogger: Lord!
Compused: Oo nga Coach...ako din. It's good that we are extended. I don't want to go to production anymore.
Ranma 1/2: Coach, is there a way that we could stay here in OCP forever?
Blogger: Errrr....
Young Mind: Yes coach...I promise...there will be lesser escalations!
Blogger: Hasssows!! Don't promise things that you cannot keep!!!
Mother Theresa: Coz coach...we're afraid.
Blogger: Afraid of what? You guys were scared of me on the 1st week. You got over that. You'll do the same thing in production. DO IT OR DIE TRYING!

Kanina (October 19, 2008, 10:00 PM) nagkita-kita kami sa Mapulang Leon. At parang deja-vu na naman ang usapan.

Brick Wall: Coach, final na ba talaga? Wala na bang extension ulit?
Blogger: Ngak. Heto na naman tayo...hanu ba kayo? You have to get used to the idea already, people. There's no stopping the movement now.
Ranma 1/2: Coach...natatakot talaga ako promise...parang gusto ko ng magresign.
Blogger: Punyeta. Ngayun mo sasabihin yan? Eh para san pa lahat ng pinaghirapan mo? Ng pinaghirapan namin para sayo?
Ranma 1/2: Eh pano naman Coach, ang tawag ng mga future team mates ko sa coach namin eh Little Bitch. Parang papatayin naman niya ako.
Blogger: OMG. I told you before to expect the worst. But I never said to give up early on the battle. That's for quitters.
Compused: Eh coach...feeling din kasi namin they don't like us. Tapos sabi rin ng iba sa floor...Bitch din yung magiging coach namin.
Blogger: Errr...well...you don't expect them to be warm and fuzzy on the 1st few weeks. Kayo yung bago eh. You have to adjust to them. And one more thing...you did not apply here to win Mr. or Ms. Congeniality Award. You're here to work for yourselves and your family.

Haaayzzz. Kung ako rin lang ang masusunod...di ko na pakakawalan tong mga ahenteng ito. Kung pwede lang...I'll carry them over to production. Wala akong paki-alam kahit na puro baguhan silang lahat. Yun nga lang...kelan ba naging "what i want" ang propesyon ko? It has always been "what the boss wants...".

Kaya sa WAVE 28...goodluck sa mga bagong yugto ng buhay niyo.

CITADEL PARTY (2nd attempt)

ANO NA MGA KAPAMILYA?

KELAN BA ANG MGA DAY-OFF NIYO JAN?

KELAN BA MATUTULOY ANG BONGGANG RE-UNION SA

BAHAY NILA OM CARL??

MAGPAPASKO NA NAMAN, HINDI PA NATIN

NAIPAGDIDIWANG ANG ARAW NG MGA BAYANI

NUNG AUGUST AT NGAYUN, PATI BA NAMAN

HALLOWEEN PALALAMPASIN NATIN?

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Wallpaper for the day

The Palace

Blast from the Past

It all happened by chance. I've always wanted to know kung anong mararamdaman ko if I get to talk to him again. Will I be excited? Will I still feel or think na maybe I made the wrong decision when I agreed to break up with him?

During that fateful night, I felt like I was looking at myself from a distance, watching my own reaction, waiting...looking for any signs that will prove that I am still in love with him. But after two hours of talking, joking and reminiscing...

Blogger:(hindi alam kung anong demonyong nag-udyok para pumunta sa lugar na yun...tingin-tingin sa paligid. Hinahanap ang mga dapat ay pamilyar na mukha sa dagat ng mga estranghero).
Eric: Vidz! Buti nakarating ka!
Blogger: (yakap kay Eric) Hi!!! Heheh...sandali lang ako pwede.
Eric: Ano ka ba, ngayun na nga lang yung reunion eh!

Pumasok na kami...at dun na nagsimulang humiwalay ang aking sarili sa aking katawan nung nakita ko siya. Hindi siya nagbago...he looks so much like the boy that I met way back in the freshman days of our college years.

Ngumiti siya nang makita niya ako. Nginitian ko naman silang lahat. Hindi ko sinasadya...subalit tumabi ako kay Edward. Hindi dahil ayoko siyang tabihan, kundi dahil masyadong masikip pag sa tabi niya ako pumwesto.

Eric: O, bakit parang umiwas ka ata? Dapat tabi kayo ni Kel. Edward, dito ka nga sa tabi ko!
Blogger: Hanu bazz...
Kel: Vidz, ano sayo? Red Horse? Light?
Blogger: (Ha? Mukha na ba akong sunog-baga?) Er...no, I can't drink.
Kel: KJ naman oh...
Edward: Tignan mo si Eric o, umiinom na rin.
Roemon: Oo nga...kahit minsan lang.
Blogger: Hindi talaga pwede. Mag Shirly Temple nalang ako...
Kel: Naks! So sossy naman.
Blogger: Di naman...
Eric: Oo nga eh...may bangs bangs ka na rin ngayun.
Kel: Mukha ngang pati buhok naka-rebond na rin eh.
Roemon: Pati pag-upo, naka cross legs. Sosyal na sosyal na!
Blogger: Mga packsyet kayo! Pinapunta niyo ba ako rito para asarin?

And from then...ok na. Sa loob loob ko I finally realized that after 3 long years, I have proven na wala na nga talaga. Dati kasi, theory lang yun...yung tipong, you say: "Ofcourse I'm over him already...haler...that's like so 10 years ago noh..."
Pero iba pa rin talaga pag nagkaharap kayo at nagkausap ulit...
What remained now is just the friendship. And I thank God that we were able to save that.

I'm glad I decided to join them that night...because the one ghost that has been haunting me since I fell in love with Glen...has finally been laid to rest.